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It's a bit brighter than this one.
Sunday 24 February 2013
I'm being selfish.
So I've been in a bad mood all day and it's really starting to annoy me!
I know why I'm in this mood but I don't know why I care. I don't even want to say it out loud because its silly and unbelievably selfish. I'm disgusted in myself at being in a bad mood for this reason. It's crazy.
So this is it .....
I went out with all my friends last night for my birthday, my sister came as well , which is a first because she never comes out, well for a while my mum has been trying to get me to get her and my best friend dave together. This sounds like a good idea because they are so alike. Well this is where the selfish part comes in, I don't want them to be together. My reasons for this is because dave is my best friend, he is always there for me when I need him, always there for a chat or to hang out and drink. This will change if they were together, I know this because its happened to me before. I would love to see both of them happy but I know if they broke up, I would either loose him or it would be really awkward around him. This always happens, it's hard to brake up with someone and be fine when you see them.
I also spend a lot of time with him which I know will be far and few between if they were together. Yes it is very selfish, I know, but I can't help feeling like this. It's human, you have something happen to you once, you want to make sure it doesn't happen again!
It will keep happening and I will lose more friends, however much I don't want to but shit happens...
I know why I'm in this mood but I don't know why I care. I don't even want to say it out loud because its silly and unbelievably selfish. I'm disgusted in myself at being in a bad mood for this reason. It's crazy.
So this is it .....
I went out with all my friends last night for my birthday, my sister came as well , which is a first because she never comes out, well for a while my mum has been trying to get me to get her and my best friend dave together. This sounds like a good idea because they are so alike. Well this is where the selfish part comes in, I don't want them to be together. My reasons for this is because dave is my best friend, he is always there for me when I need him, always there for a chat or to hang out and drink. This will change if they were together, I know this because its happened to me before. I would love to see both of them happy but I know if they broke up, I would either loose him or it would be really awkward around him. This always happens, it's hard to brake up with someone and be fine when you see them.
I also spend a lot of time with him which I know will be far and few between if they were together. Yes it is very selfish, I know, but I can't help feeling like this. It's human, you have something happen to you once, you want to make sure it doesn't happen again!
It will keep happening and I will lose more friends, however much I don't want to but shit happens...
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